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i dont know why

but this song keeps on playing in my head

Yellow by Coldplay

too beautiful to describe it

listen to the melancholic melody and meaningful lyrics :)

if i could

if i could change, i would,

take back the pain, i would,

retrace every wrong move that i made, i would,

if i could,

stand up and take the blame, i would,

i will take all my shame to the grave, i would....

Above are excerpts from one of my favourite songs, Easier To Run by Linkin Park.

I dont know...

Just having a very big guilty feeling deep inside here.

When you take a silent moment,

forgetting about your future dreams,

pausing the current joy that you're enjoying,

and start to reminisce the past,

you could trace all the wrong things that you've done.

Maybe its weird,

but sometimes I like to have this feeling of being guilty.

It gives you the sense of caring more for other people, and treat them nicely and always view them with just and lovely intention.

In a simpler words, it acts like a sign to do less mistakes and more good deeds, bringing you back on the humble Earth from the sky of egoistical dreams.

I just dont know what more to say. And most probably it won't be enough....

Dear Allah and everyone,

I'm sorry.

p/s: just being realistic, not emotional here. thanks

when things get too heavy

result are out

already expect 'em like that.

need to reduce the responsibilities that i'm carrying.

coz my priority is my studies.

no longer can be too active as I used to be in past days.

this aint school, this is college life.

no teacher will be around, ready to lend their hand to help you all the times.

yeah,

maybe some will say that i should carry on.

but i know my capabilities,

and if there are others who can bear such responsible better than me,

then why should I stay?

im sorry for the mistakes and disappointment i might have caused.

lets forgive and forget,

I believe brighter future lies in the horizon of the future.

may this decision affect all parties positively.

May Allah bless us all.

bola yang pelik

yeahhhh

ku rasakan blog ini seperti kayu yang telah lama reput dimamah anai2.

lapuk ditelan zaman...

haha

kini hidup dikelilingi bola yang pelik

bola yang pelik=RUGBY.

best tapi bz.

seronok walaupun aku main x sehebat team mates yang main kebangsaan, tournament berlambak, team luar pun panggil....

cane pun aku ttp bersyukur da smpai DI SINI.

rugby

SSI JB-2006 t0 2008

SASER-2008 to 2009

KMB-2010 to........???

wallahualam

islam & democracy

currently doing my portfolio on Islam & Democracy.

just too many questions in this mind.

there are just too many viewpoints.

which one is the most suitable??

wallahu 'alam.

p/s: seems like ToK is everywhere

the paper with invisible values

M.O.N.E.Y.

there's so much confusion revolving around money.

• how was the current monetary system was initially implemented?
• if us (the rest of the world) are really dependant on the US Dollar, then what does the US dollar depent on? surely it(the Us dollar) cannot be be stable by itself, right?
• why in the IMF articles, GOLD (dinar) cannot be used ad a method of transaction, despite the fact that for 1400 years of Islamic empire, such currency (DINAR-gold & DIRHAM-silver ) has maintained the sustainability of its economy?

well, these are just 3 out of thousands of questions still remain unanswered regarding the International Monetary System. The system that makes the rich becomes richer, and the poor becomes much much more poorer.

I was just finished reading "Dinar Book" by an Islamic scholar, Sheikh Imran Hosein. The e-book is downloadable at the following link: http://www.imranhosein.org/books/103-islam-and-the-future-of-money.html

Better read it. No, MUST READ IT. A thought provoking information, yet short and simple enough to be easily understood.

deceptions. lies.

A famous writer once said:

“Naturally the common people don’t want war; neither in Russia, nor in England, nor in America, nor in Germany. That is understood. But after all, it is the leaders of the country who determine policy, and it is always a simple matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. …Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is to tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country.”

Another famous leader was also quoted to have said that:

“In the size of the lie there is always contained a certain factor of credibility, since the great masses of the people…will more easily fall victim to a great lie than to a small one.”