the pursuit of the destined destination

its time for me to go.

time for the PURSUIT.

Kolej Mara Banting is the destination.

Allah has given me the chance.

its my destiny.

i want to seek forgiveness from parents, family and friends for my mistakes.

may Allah always be with us.

hopefully this path, and every little thing that we do,

brings us closer to redha of The Almighty.

wassalam

btw, HAPPY FATHERS DAY! thanx a lot dad!!! :)

prince of persia

salam

after being away from the cinema for around a month

went to jusco tebrau city with syamil, amir hamzah and syahmi

PRINCE OF PERSIA

good storyline

action-packed

fun to watch

perfect chemistry among the characters (especially Prince Dastan and Princess Tamina)

however,

seemed like the choice of some of the cast was not perfectly matched with the Persian background of the movie. Prince Dastan (Jake Gylenhaal) didnt look like a Middle-Eastern man, so was Prince Garsiv.

then went to amir hamzah's house, playing ps3 god of war 3 game (when i'll get one myself??)

forget about it, u wont have time for that. and, there's no pirated dvd for ps3 in malaysia.

only the originals are available, and the cost for 2 copies equals the monthly household expenditure of a middle class family .....

then syamil sent us home.

yup,

just like other previous action movies in i watched in cinemas,

prince of persia switched on my WORKOUT MODE.

yeah gym here i come!

ahhaha, just not the day though, the gym was locked.

fortunately, my tennis racquet was there to hit my frustration on the walls of the court.

couldnt remember the last time i held the racquet.

my shot, especially backhands, we're not up to the standard lahhh..

(berangan jadi MR FedEx)

again, how i wished that i was and will always in the MODE.

always spirited and determined,focused on the targets.

looks like im not that istiqamah in getting fitter.

im gaining more mass. 72 kg currently. mak aihhh...

berat pahala? amiiiinnnn :)

berat lemak? no no please tell me its a lie :(

berat muscle ? haha it sounds like a joke to me

whatever it might be, just hoping that i'll always be in a good health. amiiin.

paradox of our time

The paradox of our time in history is that

We have taller buildings, but shorter temper

Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints

We spend more, but have less

We buy more, but enjoy less

We have bigger houses, but smaller families,

More conviniences, but less time

We have more degrees, but less sense

More knowledge, but less judgement

More experts, yet more problems

More medicine, but less wellness

p/s: if u have already forgotten what paradox is, IT IS A SITUATION THAT SEEMS STRANGE BECAUSE IT INVOLVES TWO IDEAS OR QUALITIES THAT ARE VERY DIFFERENT

ujian

sabar banyak2 amir
ni baru sikit
Dia nak tengok iman kau kuat ke tak
sabar la, tak rugi pun sabar ni
tak lama lagi setel la ni,ok?
bayangan hamba-Nya adalah doa kepada-Nya
so,
bayangkanlah perkara2 yg positif ok?
:)



"Sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama dengan orang yang sabar"

WING CHUN

salam. aku tengah kemaruk wing chun.
ala, seni kung fu dalam cite ip man tuh.
fuh, kempunan nak tgk ip man 2.
da la yg 1st aku miss.
selak punya selak surat khabar, baru aku tau kat malaysia nih ada tempat belajar wing chun rupa2nya.
*tak sabar nak daftar heheheheheh

WAR MACHINE

.WAR MACHINE.

Assalamualaikum. May Allah bless us all.
ActuallyThis post is not about the fictional War Machine, the new character in the movie Iron Man 2.
It's about a real world war machine.

This was my situation on that night:

• around 10 pm
• driving back home
• listening to BBC Singapore

Yes, I was listening to an interview session. A soldier, ex-US soldier to be specific, was interviewed on air regarding his real life war experience in Iraq that was made into a documentary. That guy went to Iraq with his comrades, convinced by their government that the Saddam Hussein regime kept the so-called Weapon of Mass Destruction (WMD) that posed a huge threat. After he was sent back home from the Arabian country, he realised that through his experience in the Iraqi war, he and his country made a huge mistake. Thus, he worked with a documentary producer , by using his own video footage taken when he was in the real battle in Iraq, to make a special documentary. Among his comments was:

• "Now, I don't believe that what we're doing in Iraq was the right thing."
• "Among the things that video cant capture is smell. When I was there, I can hardly remember the last time I brushed my teeth or take a bath."
• "Seeing dead bodies lying on the streets were very common to us. Sometimes we could not even differentiate the smell between a corpse and other things as we're so used to the foul smell of the corpses."
• ''When you were not having any sleep for 98 hours, being thirsty and hungry, even the tough training sessions didnt help us in critical situations. ''
  
• "I want to share my experience with the viewers so that they can see how bad war is."

However,
one incident marked the turning point of this soldier's view
on the purpose of the war.

He said:

"One day, my friends and I were guarding a road checkpoint in Baghdad. Suddenly, we could see from far away that a car continued to accelerate even though warning signs to slow down the car had been shown. Fearing that the car would harm our safety, we had no other choice. We lit up (shot) the car. When the car stop, we were shocked that they were an innocent little girl and his father, both were dead. I saw and managed to record the girl's brain falling down from her skull as her neck bent and eventually broke. It was very tragic. Then I said to myself, we're here not to kill these people, we're supposed to help them."
Well, that is just of the minor, not major stories from the war veterans. Those soldiers are also human being, just like the people that they kill. Its not shocking to know that many US war veterans, involved in committing suicide when they came back from wars as they usually regretted their crime on other people.

Nevertheless, its critical to understand that these soldiers are located in the most bottom part of the military pyramid. They dont have any choice - follow the order and be safe, or object the order and they are going to be strictly punished. Therefore, its crystal clear that in any type of situation, the generals and the politicians - the most upper in the military pyramid- are the people who should be held responsible for the wars. This is because they are the ones who have full power and control over their soldiers. I still remember that not long ago, a group of soldiers were opposing and criticising their generals and politicians for sending them to Iraq and Afghanistan. Then, one of the generals replied:
"You soldiers, are WAR MACHINES! You have no right at all to voice out your opinion, you must listen and act according to our order!".

What did he mean about WAR MACHINE?
You should be treated no more than a machine.
A machine that can be controlled and manipulated by the people in power.
A machine that has no rights whatsoever as a human being.
You should have no humanitarian values at all.
You, your sacrifices and your life is meaningless to them.
Your life purpose is to serve those people in power.
You become a SLAVE.
Your are no longer A FREE MAN.

Quotes from Tun Mahathir:
IN WAR,
THERE IS NO REAL WINNER,
EVERYBODY IS A LOSER.

kehilangan

apabila kita kehilangan sesuatu atau seseorang.. kita akan..

• rasa resah
• kecewa
• rindu
• menyesal
• redha
  
• optimistik
• tak selera makan
• sering terkenang2

macam2 la perasaan, dlm list ni pun x cukup... biasalah, ujian la katakan...

Ptg td, lepas keluar berkelana dgn myvi hijauku,
aku balik dgn gundah gulana, mencari2 henfon, tiada. Tp rasa2 mcm ada td. Haih, mcm chipsmore pula. Try call guna henfon ibuku, mesin pula yang menjawab mesra.

TIDAK! Adakah aku akan... kehilangan... henfonku buat kali ke-3? Tercicirkah? Atau sudah dikebas orang? Siapakah gerangan manusia yang ada hati pada henfonku yg sudah x-up-to-date lg tu? Henfon burok pun ada yang berkenan ke?

Ishhhhh.... Aku cuba sabar dlm penuh pasrah sambil mendengar nasihat ibuku. Menyesal aku tak jaga elok2...

Dgn penuh duka lara, aku pergi mengambil adikku di sekolahnya. Hanya henfon sony ericsson k608i yg hilang bermain difikiranku. Adikku x keluar pula, bertambah sayu aku melayan perasaan sorg2 dlm kete selama lebih setengah jam smbil ditemani lagu2 di radio yang agak rancak (x kena mood betul la)..

Aku redha aje la. Ni mungkin kuasa Allah yg mahu menguji diriku. Setibanya di rumah, aku nekad. Ahhh, pantang hilang sebelum puas mencari!!

Cari punya cari.... Alhamdulillah.. Syukur... Jumpa juga akhirnya.. Dalam poket beg rupanya. Bikin suspen saja. Rupanya ada masalah, sbb tu call mesin yg jawab...

Konklusi: (pantun D.I.Y.)
Ujian Allah datang bila2,
Pasrah dan redha bila terkena,
Jangan pula marah lagi kecewa,
Insya Allah,pasti ada hikmahnya.

k608i
henfon yg da old skool
beli masa form 1 or form 2
dan masih lagi berkhidmat dengan cemerlang kepada tuannya
*thank you Allah*